I FEEL ........

(1.02 pm) nie bru balek dri kenduri kawen kt taman indera mahkota..
smalam makngah aku dri raub ckp...esok die nk amek aku,gi knduri kawen...
hihihi..sewonok...nk gi org kawen nie..hihi
dh salam2 ngan sume makcik2 kt situ...bru aku tau..yg tuan rumah kenduri tue kakak kpd makngah aku...n in d other words,die tue leh kire makcik aku gak ar..aisshh..awat aku xpenah tau pun yg aku ade sedare kt sini?
sedare ke???...hihi..sedare jauh lah....hahaha,seb bek makngah kenal kan kt aku...
ank kakak mak ngah au kawen..a.k.a sepupu jauh aku lah...tp aku xpenah tau pun aku ade sepupu kt sini...wiwiwi ...same umo beb
20 taun kot...waaaaaaaaaaaaa..dh kawen..aku sibuk amek exm kt UMP nie..die bz kawen..
xpelah..dh jdh die smpai awal...kikiki..salam ngan pengantin...amek berkat..ahakz..(gatai2)

n one thing i've learn today...dulu aku xbiase kalu sedare2 introduce aku kt sape2..musti dialog cmnie..

"nie lah anak sulung arwah saini"
"oooo...yg xdek ayah tue ye?"

kalu dulu....mau mood aku sweng habes kalu dgar org ckp cmtue...
tp td....bru aku tau..aku dh xrse pape...mybe used to hear all that words....

emm...dok ngan pakngah aku..rse cm dok ngan abah aku...hihihi..diorg nk lebeh kurag jer...
tp abah aku tuff siket..hihihi
at least..rindu dh terubat...alamak2...nape ade air kt mate nie...jgn trun lah air mate nie..aish2...














ok....now i'm ok...ok wit all dat things..
coz..i've made my promise not cry again....
thanks to pakngah n my makngah...hihihi..makngah nie...klakar lah....
she treats me like aku still shira yg berhingus...hihhi...boleh jer die amek kan aku 2 ice crem suwoh aku mkn...dak2 kecek kt situ pun amek satu jer...seb bek muke nie muke xtau malu..hihi...
makan ice crem smpai 2 belah tgn ade ice crem..smbil jln lak tue...
nk compare ngan pengantin kt dlm yg tgah make up ngan aku yg tgah brjalan mkn ice crem smpai 2 tgn.....adeeehh...ish2..beze cm langit ngan mantel bumi hahahaha..seb bek aku xkawen umo 20..wowowo...


dats all for today..mau stadi a.k.a stado..wawawa

STUDY..EXAM..STUDY...TITO..EXAM..N AJAMOK

assalamualaikum!!...hihi

haaa...gmbr2 tue..adalh keadaan biase kalu musim2 exam or test..katil disalahgunakan mnjadi meja stdy..huhuhuh...

kalu stdy kt atas meja..meja stdy aku xcukop..nak teraburkan segala note2 bagai..buku2..lg...xcukop ruang..haaa..kalu terabur kan ats katil...byk siket leh ltak...

haaissh..tggal satu paper jer lg...tu pun compter network..exm...so far so good..just aku nye java jer yg menyedihkan siket...adoooiii..huhuhu...

kecutnye perut...wiwiwi..dh2..stooooooooopp..xmo citer dh sal tue..

xsaba nye nk balek...nk celebrate besday aja...mama ckp."kitorag tggu along balek,baru clebrte besday aja,tggu along belikan kek"....ayamaaaaaakkk..dush2..

dh besar dah ajamok tue..die lah satu2 nye adek aku yg amat2 nakal dan amat2 klakar..lawak spontan , suke cri gado ngan aku kt umah..tp...amat manje ngan aku...aja2...

tyme aku call mama aritupun die wat lawak sengal die

dh half dh aku nyanyi lgu besday kt die..tetibe die tnye

"nie sape nie?"....wahai encik hati..sabarlah kamu dgn ajamok

she reminds me someone...n mase aja nk lahir pun..she gave me someting memorable experinced...

tyme tue aku cuti akhir taun F4,mama tetibe ckp..sakit perut nk delivered baby,arwah abah xdek..outstation kt klantan..aku?? as the eldest sis,xtaw nk wat ape..alamak2??cmne nie...

so..aku mintak tlg jiran aku tyme tue..antr mama kt HUKM,aku tlg regster segale bagai...n mama pun selamat masuk ke wad...

tetibe baru aku perasan...aku just bwk hp jer..duet xbwk,pakai seliper jer..sbb aku xpk ape dh tyme kuar umah tue..sempat aku pesan kt angah..take care adek2 kt umah..

risau nye aku tyme tue..xdpt nk byg cmne...last2 skali...aku redah masuk..tnye nurse

"miss nk tnye?...mama saye cmne?"

"mak awak dh masuk bilek bersalin,nape..nk masuk ke?"

"haah"

"adek nie dh kawen belom?"

(aku dh wat kening dble jerk,aishh..ape kene mngene ngan aku dh kwen ke lom?)

"belom,nape miss?"

"mne leh masuk kalu xkawen lagi,nnt adek pengsan"

adddoooii..aku nk tnye jer..mama letak brg2 mama kt mne..nk letak masuk kt wad..

haiishh..lame kot aku tggu kt hospital tue..risau+cuak+lapa+pk adek2 aku kt umah cmne+risau kat abah yg tetibe amek emgency flite+aku yg selai sepinggang jer gi hospital...

n...dlm area kol3 ptg tue..aja dh lahir....alhamdulillah...segalanye selamat..abah pun smpai kl esok nye..

dh 4 taun dh peristiwa tue..tp..kalu kenang2 balek..hihi,rse dh besar aku upenye...

disebalek aku mengajar aja utk idop berdikari dari kecek...but...sbenarnye..die yg mengajar aku byk bnde..n sbb die.. aku kuat, mase tgah sedeh,aja xpenah nk sedeh2..lawak,klakar,nakal ,sbb tue tyme down gile2,aja my strenght...thanks ajamok..along sayang sangat2 kat aja...hihihi

hepi besday ajamok , nnt along belikan adiah ek =)

PICNIC =)

last Sunday..aku,yaya,icah ngan ct maimunah melepas kan tensen kami selama dok kt UMP nie ngan berkelah n mndi air terjun....


nk melepaskan segala serabut test2 bagai,skill base n nk release kan pala otak b4 final exm...


kami dh plan....nk berkelah smbil mndi manda..ikot kan plan A,kami2 jer yg pegi..tp...dsbbkan pengalamn sesat smpi ke Kuala tganu aritu,xmo amek risiko..kami pun ajak Syafiq jd driver kitrg..wiwiwiwi...sowi ye Syafiq....nyusahkan syafiq jer...len kali shira susahkan syafiq lg ek?ahakz..

haaa..nielah driver kami....name die syafiq sengal or nickname len chesdale..ahakz


name tempat air terjun tue...air terjun pancing..nie kali ke2 aku pegi,mse 1st tyme pegi,air die still byk lg..dlm lg...skang nie dh takat buku lali jer,nk basah2 rmbut kt air yg jatuh tue boleh lah..kalu nk wat terapungkan bdn ats air pun boleh lg rse nye...tp yaya,aku dh penat ajar ko terapung,xboleh2 lg..aiyaaaaa....

nie ct maimunah,yaya n icah...tyme nie lpas mndi manda nk ke kuantan..mentag2 dok blakag,amek gmbr byk2 tnpe aku ek..xpe2...

kami pun berjaln2 kt bndar kuantan tue...pegi megamall,jln2..pusing2...tp xtau nk beli hape...
sian syafiq....ikot jer kitrg nie window shoping...n again..sowi syafiq...bese lah kalu ikot gurls jln2...cmtue lah gaye nye...tp...tabik spring r kt syafiq...syafiq ikot jer kitrg...dh ar asal behenti solat ke hape ke..kompem lame...sbb ape lame??..sbb dlm masjid..kitrg touchup make up..pastu dok sembang2...tu yg lame tue..ahakz...tgk2 jer...driver dh tggu kt dlm kete...hihihihi...xpe2 syafiq..tu...latihan praktikal...nnt dh kawen,jln ngan isteri cmtue gak,xleh nk merungut2...kuikuikui




rest sebentar bersame chocotop McD =)

nie amek gmbr kt benteng sg.pahang....hihihi,kt kuantan..tempt nie lah plg besh nk lepak..kitrg kunun2..nk nek bot..tp,xjd..len kali ,2nd trip..kami nek bot..yea2...

dh bpe minggu lah post aku nie...bru nie nk publish...dsbbakan intenet cm siput xdek kaki...so..aku pun nk publish r post nie..xlart nk tggu gmbr nie upload..ahakz..

sewonok sgt jln2 tyme nie...mmg berpoye2 habes..skang terpakse berjempas pulas ngan final..yg boleh watkan pale aku hang dlm mase semggu...uhuk2...

next week..dh balek...yeepi,tp kitrg plan nk ronggeng lg..

papehal...wait yea..tata

NASI GORENG AYAM SPECIAL

29/10/09.....arini kan..pecah rekod aku.....

for the 1st tyme in my life....nk kne masak..bg org len mkn ...selain my family mkn masakan aku...

even nasi goreng yg simple pun...tetap takut....eh cilap,xdeklah takut...cuak...wakakakaka

kalu family,aku xkisah r diorg nk kritik2 ke hapa ke aku masak..nie org len..mau aku xmsak dh lpas tue....
and..today..dlm kol8 mlm,aku pun prepare ar ape yg patut....keje aku tggal masak kan utk die jer..

die dh beli2 kan barg...nk aku masak an nasi goreng

utk die...cuak sehhh..xtipu...

even dh bese masak kt umah...

stakat masak nasi goreng tu,kt umah seblah tgn jer leh wat..wakakakaka tp...seyes...cuak..adoiii

haa..nielah bhn2 yg die belikan nk suwoh aku masak an nasi goreng....

korang nmpak x..ade resit kt situ..sajer jer nk letak gak kt situ...sape suwoh die tggalkan resit dlm plastik???...nk aku tau bape harge sume ka?.ahahaha....

men2 jer.....

mcm2 ada....ade telur...sosej.....ngan perench nasi gorng.....haaa..ok2 dh nk mule masak dh ni

nie tgah tyme tgah masak...hehehehe..alamak,iron pun ade..hehehehe.....kun kang kung kang aku masak..

xsmpai 1/2 jam..dh siap dh....aku yg bau pun...wahlamek...sedap nye.....

"terer gak aku masak ek?"...hahahahahahha

tgah2 msak..skali dpt msg.."lapa..huahuahuahua"..aish,karang bg ngan periuk nasi nie bru tau..wiwiwiwi

xpe2...fokus masak..masak ngan penuh kasih syag ek??

msak..masak..masak.....n..................

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...nilah nasi goreng ayam special ku...wiwiwiwi..sedaappp..xtipu..
rumates aku pun suwoh aku masak ari2 cmnie...
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..lapa lah pulak teringt kan nasi aku nie...
nie..dh siap tapau lg nk bg kt die.....
hehehehehehe....kire special r..1st tyme tue...
ape reaksi die mse mkn ek???
mate bersinar2 sbb sedap ke..ke mate terkebel2 sbb tpkse telan nasi aku..waaaaaaaaa???



ting..ting...msg masuk...
"xterkate...hahahahahahaha"

yesssssssssssssss....mission accomplished..lalalalalalala......=)


-mode bangge-

25 OCT 09 - SENGAL DAY

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
xkire2...nk ckp gak kt sini...dh xtertggung dh niee...
arinie ade skill base...routing switching...segala bagai...ngan utp cable berserabut tue...
nk configure segala bagai....
dh r rse mcm adooiii....pening2...
seb bek leh ping kan pc2 tue...tp configure byk lah pulak kene deduct marks....
aaaaaaaaahhh...biar kan..let bygone be bygone.........waaaaaa,ayat mcm nk sedapkan ati jer..
dh r dpt en.dollah yg check paper aku....en dollah kesygn ku tue dh lanh strict gile....
addddddoooooooooiii...en dolllah....bg r markah skill base sye byk2 siket...pllzz2

nk sejok an ati...aku pun dgn ayu nye berjln dgn lenggang kangkung ke cafe nk beli air..
i'm alone walking thru the cafe....again ALONE....
tgah ayu2 tue..........................tetibe......................BUUUUUK......
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sye tergelincir....dgn penuh ayu,jatuh bersimpuh dtgah2 cafe yg luas...
maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunyeeeeee.........
tp an..ntah nape...aku bgn ngan cover sehabes bek,trus kan perjuangn nk beli air, nk beli air jer pun.....
smpai2 kedai air jer....abg jual air bertanye" awak wat breakdance ke td??"
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
malu...malu....xtipu....
ape lg...aku gelak guling2 ngan abg cafe jual air tue.....
penat aku cver malu..die leh tnye soklan cmtue...
sengal....
adooiiii...
skang nie pun.....malu lg nie..
nk wat plastik surgery leh x???waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
skang nie..mau tito...tenang kan pikirin....xmo igt dh aku wat breakdnce kt cafe...seb bek xramai org..sbb sundy mornig, tp kompem lah pasnie..aku tgk abg cafe tue,aku gelak guling2..adooi...
mau tito.....zzzzzzzzzzzzz

-mode blush-

SESAPE TERASE DIRI DIE BOYS

hello boys...nie ade siket 'pesanan' dr aku...

AGAIN....

DON'T TOUCH A LIFE IF YOU MEAN TO BREAK THE HEART

DON'T SAY "I LOVE YOU" IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT

NEVER LOOK INTO THE EYES WHEN ALL YOU DO IS LIES

n bcoz of spesis korag xcukup sel hati nieyg suke jd woman heart player..kami2 si ladies jd mangse...

igt hati kami hati anak ayam ape???

ari nie satu ari rumates kesayagn aku...nagesh sbb some spesis korang yg xcukop sel hati tue....

ape salahnye bgtau masalh yg sbnar???igt korag kuat sgt ke nk simpan masalh sowang2..pastu tensen2..nk buang sume org yg dekat ngan korang....igt sume2 tue leh selesai kan masalah ke???

dh korang buang..kunun2 nk kurang kan tensen tue,boleh pulak ckp..."sebnar slame nie...xsyag,selame nie xsuke....asyik tering my ex, i syg my ex...bla..bla..bla...."

kalu dh tau mcmtue..nape menkan hati perasaan org??nape suke sgt tgk kami2 si ladies nie..nagesh xtentu pasal...sbb kan spesis2 sengal korang tue....

free2 jer aku dpt advices dr rumates aku "shira..kalu ko nk cople..ko pk lah elok2"

kalu stakat nk men2 hati kami2 si ladies nie,sorii ye boyss...YOU ARE NOT DESERVE FOR DAT....

amat2 kejam tau..tau x kejam tue ape...kalu xtau mksud kejam tu ape pun,plzzzzzzzzzzz lah...jd seorg manusia yg ade sedikit perasaan kasihan...

sbb kami2 si ladies nie....amat naive....hati kami amat lembut..hati kami bukn utk di main2kan..

hati kami telah diamanahkan oleh spesis korang utk dijaga...utk di pelihara...

sori if my statements annoying but...how dare the spesis wat my rumate mcm tue...

sori to say....

dis pic is special for the spesis yg kurag sel hati

specialy dedicate to the spesis yg kurang sel hati

MORE THAN WORDS

hihihihihi..ello2..cik hati sye tgah berbunge2,xtau nape,..

sbb ape ek..sbb..sbb..sbb...terlalu byk sgt keje,tp xtau nk wat mne satu..hahahaha (mcm tipu jer..wakakakaka)

dri dulu lgi nie..nk share more than words..ahakz...cm besh kan,more than words...

aku tertarik ngan lgu more than words nie, tyme aku tgk movie The Love Guru..wakakaka..citer sengal...

suke tgk,tyme die nyanyi lgu more than words kt gf die,sooo sooo sooo gule..(so sweet nk ckp act)..ahakz

more than words..i like it..ahaahahaha...bak kate org r,

" kata-kata itu sebenarnya tidak mempunyai makna utk menjelaskan perasaan, manusia boleh membentuk seribu kata-kata,sejuta bahasa..tapi...kata-kata bukan bukti unggul nya perasaan" ..kan2??...it more than words....yeehaaa...

saying i love u

its not the words i want to hear from u...

its not that i want u..

not to say but if u only knew...

how easy..it would be to show me how u feel...

more than words...it all u have to do to make it real

than you wouldn't have to say......that you love me..

coz i already know....( hahahahah suke part nie)

what would u do..if my heart was turn in two..

more than words to show u feel...that your love for me is real....

what would u say...if i took my heart away...

then u couldn't make things new.....

just by saying......i love u......

now i tried to talk to u n make u understand

all u have to do is close ur eyes and just reach out ur hands

and touch me, hold me close don't ever let me go..

more than words is all i ever needed you to show

then u wouldn't have to say..that u love me..

coz i already know...(again..i like this part..ahakz)

hahahaha..rse besh sbb dh publish dlm nie,day by day nk msuk kan entry nie..skang bru ade..hatiku berbunge2,rse macm ala2 funfair pun ade gak (funfair2..yaya,aku rse mcm kt funfair jer skang nie)...hahahhahaha..hepi2...lalalala..lalalala

-mode hepi-